"After lunch, he and Buck went up to the loft to pack up the bedroom while Chriswho was worn out from the morningsat and played something on his Switch. Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise! Actually I wanted to write no more lawsuit fics for a while.But I just can not say no when someone asks me. - Pero respondiendo a tu pregunta, no hay nada que me tenga ansioso o preocupado, todo est bien. He is stupid with exhaustion. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. The aftermath is heavy. Suicide Attempt. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. He still has to try.-----------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 18: CPR, Buck hates the feeling of blood on his hands, especially when it's someone he knows. It's an unconventional set-up, but it works for them. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. - Los dos ren y Eddie parece estar pensando en que decirle, no quiere preocupar a su novio. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. And sure enough, as it always does, Bobbys patience pays off. Please consider turning it on! Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Waking up in the hospital to the news that his sister has stayed in LA, Abby is gone, and he's apparently best friends with the army vet he couldn't stand at first, Buck struggles to gain his footing back into his life as his memory comes back to him. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Eddie joins the 118. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. Eddie is too far gone in the wrong way for anything good to come out of this, but Eddie knows hes not going anywhere. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. Buck trailed off, Eddie waiting for him to go on, not wanting to stall his progress. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD! Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. He was done with everything. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? This - this is nothing. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. Theyve been through a few before. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. Because Buck, this godsend of a man, that made Eddies life so much better in completely different ways, was not sleeping on his cramped annoyingly small couch. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. Please give me another chance? Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. Bobby Nash. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. You know this job because youve lived and breathed it every day for the last 12 years. 911 fanfiction buck ignored I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. - No estabas roncando. It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. Eddie joins the 118. They learn that the last few years have not been easy for Buck. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. what if Shanon never returns?What if Bobby didn't ask for help?where Athena is too late ?where Bucks leg can't be saved? Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? Please consider turning it on! Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Buck finds out about Daniel. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. I will be uploading every week. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Well, three times really. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him. Shit. When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. The Eddie voice catches and stops. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. If Buck weren't so tired, he might have teared up a little when he imagined the worried look in his big sister's eyes. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. He was home. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. Quiet Evan buckley-- Is that even possible? What are we supposed to". Gee, Maddie, not great, to be honest. and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. After the hostage situation. originalcharacter 911tvshow fanfic +19 more # 3 When Danger Strikes by Alexa Rose 3.2K 74 2 He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. They continue looking into each others eyes. Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? Years later, running into the ghosts of his past while starting his new job, will he be able to get over the pain? They don't talk enough, misunderstandings happen. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept its time to find a life he can bear living. This would be fine, if it werent for the fact that Eddie had abandoned Buck in the parking lot with his pants undone. He disappears without anyone knowing where he is. Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure. A heavy sigh fell from those pretty lips of his, the ones Eddie had all but memorized at this point. At 37-years old youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD!. He's wrong on both accounts. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. AU. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. The guy then pulled a knife, and then stabbed Buck 5-6 times. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. Eddies mouth drops into a little o of understanding. He never does figure out how to stop.). Buck sits with his back pressed up against the side of the bed, bare feet against the early morning chill of the hardwood floor. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. no beta we die like buck when he struck by lightning hehehehe. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. One Saturday changed everything. ~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. What else is up?, Buck cracked his eyes open. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? And youll be with Grant, right?. Buck and Eddie have heart-to-heart about Buck's sperm donation choice. Work Search: Buck is about to reach his. Buck was back a day when the people he considered family continued to ignore him unless on calls. I uh, Buck tries to say. He never wanted it to happen to him, and then he met Eddie Diaz. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Buck cooks for Eddie and they have their first of many real conversations as trusted partners. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. Okay, you win this argument. They both laugh and Eddie seems to be thinking about what to say to him, he doesn't want to worry his boyfriend. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Maybe she knew that he wouldn't know how to stop. Luckly, Eddie is there to take care of him. Bucks too good to walk away from. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV) Established Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Bobby considers asking Buck again how hes really doingthe bags under his eyes telling a different story to the one coming out of his mouthbut he learnt a long time ago that the best tactic when it came to Evan Buckley was to wait him out. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? - Hay algo preocupndote? Perfect. - De acuerdo, ganas esta discusin. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. At the time, it felt like a sign, like destiny when they woke up the next morning hungover and to a snow-covered outside. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. So yeahhh, here it is. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. it was anchoring, settling. Buck was raised by his grandparents because he was Fae, just like his grandmother Shayla. He couldnt do life without Buck. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. . When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call.